ma·laise
məˈlāz
noun
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a general feeling of discomfort, illness, or uneasiness whose exact cause is difficult to identify.
I had a moment tonight where I felt really wearied by taking all these pills every day, and fuck it, I’m not going to do it anymore.
That moment was shortly followed by oh yeah, I’d like to continue to live a bit longer.
So, yeah. Rebel me. Damn the man and all that. But still taking a million pills a day for the foreseeable future.